Cause you're so far like a distant star ...

Cause you're so far like a distant star ...
Liebe ist ein alptraum ...


Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something..
[Evanescence]



The very first time I knew you
I doubted I would love you
You meant nothing to me
I was blind, I couldn't see
The light that was sparkling
Into your beautiful eyes
I couldn't see
The beauty of your face
The power of your charisma
From your golden locks
Till your sweet low voice
I didn't want to make out
That I had met someone very unique

You're not a diamond, nor gold
Nor silver, nor silk
You're a wonderful gem
Tucked in a stone
And I needed time to figure it all out
But I'm under the spell now
No matter what you do or say
Night or day
No matter what I do or say
I'm dreaming about you
Wanting you..

Yet I know you don't care about it
But, lo, this is your choice
And if my heart feels like being bound to yours
Whereas yours doesn't
It is the fatality of your decision that I can't change..
But still you can't prevent me from loving you
I'm not asking anything from you
I'm just wishing
And I know my tears won't do nothing
To make my dream come true

Beautiful heart coming from the East
I long to be yours..
Let me love you
Let me kiss you
Without thinking it only will be for one night
I know you've been bothered a lot
I know you've been hurt
So have I..
But together, we can get over it
Beautiful soul of the Eastern mountains
I beg you to hear the calling of my heart's distress
Noble prince from the Snow that's falling on the right side
Give me the chance to get you by my side
Let's close our eyes, let's slide
Towards the pleasures of life
Towards love's heath
Under the mighty heavens..

Marvellous gem, my unique treasure
I long for thee not to waxen my heart
That was slayeth too much by the reek blades of guile men
Don't thee deem we shall be o'er the black waters
To fulfill with our swords wrought together
Drawn and undrawn from the scabbard of destiny...

Wonderful man coming from the East
With nothing else than yourself
I'm wishing you to be mine
But I know you won't even look at me
You heard what my heart held
And still carries with a strong grip
I want to hold you so tight
And tell myself we belong to each other for more than one night..
But I know I'm meaningless to you

You don't give a damn
Living your daily life
Working and shagging
Drinking and sleeping
Without a regret
Whilst in my bed
Just like everywhere, anytime in my heart and my head
I'm craving for you..

I'm dying of you
And if it's worth it
I could die for you
But here is the point
Is it worth it..
To keep on loving, wishing,
When the one you are in love with turned you down
And lets you no chance for a future with them
You can just watch the gem
Tucked in a stone
That may allow someone else to take it

Handsome prince coming from the Eastern castle
You let me down,
And I'm down and out
You and me, it can't be, I've made it out.

Do svidanya, Ljubov moya.

Kyne



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# Posté le jeudi 07 février 2008 15:24

Modifié le jeudi 21 février 2008 21:21

The Hidden love | 2,08,07 Poisons in my heart..

The Hidden love | 2,08,07 Poisons in my heart..
Smooth days and good times are gone by

And since then I cry

We've parted from each other

Becoming both colder and colder

But there's a truth you have to know.

Know that if I looked so mean to you

It was just a way for me to hold on to

The cinders of the love I had for you ...

I was deceived by what I believed in at this time

I thought since you hurt me so hard

There was no need for you to be mine

I thought that because of all the pain you've given me

My heart was dead and turning you down

And that the pillars of my soul had flown

Away towards a dark sky.

I was wrong ...


All this time I thought I didn't love you anymore

Because of your tricks and your being very rude all the more

My heart was loving you, secretly, but weakly

As one more time you've thrown me sharp arrows shiftily

But this time I've faced you, beaten you

Kept a grudge against you

So you're gone and I thought "Serves you right, fucker"

All this time I thought my love was frozen by what you've done to me

I was blind cause I was loving you deeply

And now I'm the only one to cry, by my side

I knew I would stumble, I knew I would slide

I really willed, I really wished to forget you, walking on by

But there's no way : my heart belongs to you, no matter what I try

I can't stop thinking of you like I can't stop loving you

I know I want you but I know you no longer do..

Cause you're certainly busy with your new lover

While you said you didn't need anyone anymore in your life

Whatsoever, as everything is over

Between us, at least for yourself, and when I think about it, its like a knife

So well sharpened, spinning around, penetrating my body

So violently

It kills me.

Cause here is the spell of the hidden love.


Kyne
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# Posté le dimanche 04 novembre 2007 14:50

Current feelings of the life | 4,05,07 Flowers to choke upon ..

Current feelings of the life | 4,05,07 Flowers to choke upon ..
Love's like a high iron gate to me

Steel locks, and no key for me ...

No key for me ...

Love's forbidden to me

I never want to understand that

And I may never will ..

I always keep on believing I can stand a chance

But fate shows up I'm wrong

Everytime, and somehow ...

I would like to go away, but I can't

I'm trapped in those dark deeps

Like a lost land where no one hangs out

And where stands a high iron gate in the mist,

I can kneel, cry, shake the bars, and yell out

Theres no way for me, no way for me

The high iron gate is standing still

Like a stronghold

That prevents foes from entering and setting trouble

Everyday when I meet people kissing and loving each other

I know I'm a waste, some forsaken trash next to them

But the filthy parcel of human I am

Still hopes and hopes

Through the pain

Through every love defeat

Through the dark

And the more I hope, the more I'm sad

Cause the more I love, the more I'm hurt.


Every now and then, I try to smile with sincerity

I hardly sleep with sanity,

When I lay my head on the pillow

I know I'm going to spend one more night with my sorrow

And I think of you ...

You must know the fault is my own

I wasnt good enough for you,

And may it be better like that

Since you deserve more than the piece of shit I represent

Go away and be happy with some real lover

Who won't disappoint you nor make you mad

And remove your guilt feeling about the past

Cause I know destiny closed the love way for me

It is the high iron gate

With steel locks and no key for me

No key for me ...

The curse has just begun, and yet it is hurting a lot ..


This heavy feeling

That grabs the heart like a blade over silk skin

Makes you wanna puke and cry until lungs get torn out

And gives you only dark thoughts

And makes you fake being happy to survive among the others

And convinces your worst nightmares are real

And makes you wanna be left alone all the time

And gets you obsessed with defeat

And lets you feel all your pain come up

When you're already well damaged

To make you believe very hard

That you're bound to be like that

For the rest of your life

Collecting defeats, being ripped apart with sorrow

And missing every piece of welfare you could have caught

If you were luckier ...

This feeling that grows up within you

And whispers "you can't escape, you're fucking bad, you deserve being sad"



May it be what we call despair ...



Kyne


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# Posté le jeudi 17 mai 2007 12:30

...

...
Last Wednesday ....

Is the day I figured out you didnt care

About me, about us

You'd rather have fun with your friends

And let me die with my tears

You'd rather comment other chicks' pictures on meetic

Than being mine and let me love you

You'd rather ignore all my messages

Than assure me I mean to you

I know I'm kinda paranoid, even crazed sometimes

But it just shows up how you make me feel

You don't look after me

Sidelining me

Spitting on my face saying nothing

Your silence is tearing up my heart

And making me cry a lot

Because one day you told me "I'm gonna hold the sky for it not to fall on you"

And you did all the opposite.

You made it fall over my fucking face.




What have I done to deserve this ?

I've stayed true to you

I loved you sincerely

Even though I will never love you like I did for my last great story

And if I dont mean to you

You mean to me

I'm watching you, overseeing you

Hoping you're going to give me a sign

But all you do is talking about crap with your buddies

Posting fucking links and giving fucking useless speeches

About things you assume more important than my love for you

I wish I was so unfeeling

I wish I didn't care like you

Well done, you've stabbed me well

You're one more winner,

The one who buries his blades in my heart

While I trusted you

I'm not going to heal before a long while

Whereas you're going to keep on not caring

Playing with friends

Playing with new girls

I will be sitting down here with my sorrow

And my hopeless cause you put out the glow ...

Kyne
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# Posté le samedi 31 mars 2007 04:51

Modifié le samedi 31 mars 2007 05:18

....

The whirlwinds of my heart drive me to madness.
I reached the mountains but I've fallen over the floor again
Thought it could change
Thought it could make me gladder
It's made me weaker

How come please, tell me how come ?
How come what you thought strong can tumble down ?
Why the hell can't I break it off ?

I can't, can't, and I can't.

I've lost you and all I can do is thinking about it, with regrets and disappointment.
You've deceived me and we can't step back

We can't, we can't.

I wished I could be in your arms, and look into your blue eyes.
I wished I could taste your mouth and sleep with your soft voice.
Thought it would work out
Thought I could love you even though you wouldnt

But I won't.
I won't.
And I can't, I can't.

So what the fuck ?
Why can't I live without thinking of you ?
Even when I don't want to ?
Why do I sometimes cry ?
When I just wonder why ?
You're still mesmerizing my mind
You're the most wonderful human I could ever find.

You said once you wish you were never born
But you've brought me that storm
To rekindle my heart
Now it has fallen apart
Cause you're no longer by my side

I'm dying, I'm dying without you ... Can't you figure out ...

I can't fix it, I'm not able to. Can't I figure out ...


Now there are cliffs between you and me.
And we will never ever join each other.
But remember that if those cliffs exist, only you drew them.

And thus you drew the whirlwind of my heart.

Kyne
....
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# Posté le lundi 26 mars 2007 10:50

Modifié le lundi 26 mars 2007 11:01